I go on, but I'm screaming inside. I lost my husband almost 7 months ago, and this is exactly how I feel. I felt guilty like I murdered the man who loved me. Jennifer, Poem About Moving On After Husband's Death, Love Forever Lost By I am so sorry for your loss. It's been almost 2 years and things have not changed much for me. She was approaching the second anniversary of the death of her beloved husband. I have not closed that chapter of life yet. In hindsight, I should have made my kids come too as now 3 years later they struggle with bouts of sadness. I really believe a piece of my heart went with him. It's going to be a long haul. Heartache. We had been married 63 years and 8 months. It will be 4 years this coming Monday (28 Nov 2016) since my husband lost his 5 months battle with cancer, and not a day goes by that I do not think of him. People think I have moved on but I am not sure I ever will! I miss him so much, and so much is on me. And I'm always thinking I didn't do my best. . My remaining son and I just stood there and cried. I didn't want to leave the sceneand when I came home I had to tell my 3 older kids from my 1st husband whom died in a tree accident 6 years prior and our 9 year old son he will never see his dad again. Suddenly in April 2018 she went away. Four months married and he was ripped away from me. I didn't even know he had mini strokes and was in the first stage of dementia. God bless all of you who are suffering a loss of a loved one. My husband fell out of bed when I wasn't there to watch him. Live on; all is well. I feel the same as you. My God knows how much I cry for him. It's only been 60 days since his life and most of mine ended. Can't stop crying. His heartbeat ran fast then slow and stopped. I feel your pain. He took care of me when I needed things, he took care of me when I was ill, then it was my turn to do in return for him. I want to be happy because my husband would have wanted it that way. I Miss You Poems for Him, Missing Your Lover Poems But when I go to heaven God will get us one to ride in Heaven. It still doesn't seem real. I lost my amazing, loving husband, John, on January 26, 2018. We were supposed to grow old together, watch our children grow into adulthood, marry and have children of their own. We miss both of them very much and live to honor them and love God. Paul died 6 weeks ago. I want you here I want you near. I lay here in the dark for hours staring at the ceiling. He was only 54 years old. He was diagnosed in April with cancer, stage 4. I feel I have nothing left and wish I could join them. He told me to speak at our children's weddings on his behalf and discussed with the girls who he had organized to walk them down the aisle when the time comes. Until I am united with him once more, I will go on with my life as best as I can. I lost my husband 4 months and 10 days now to be exact. Believe it or not, reading those letters, I didn't feel so alone. That's who he was - he always thought of my first. I cry my silent tears. I terribly missed him, super missed. They gave him pain medicine for the shoulder and it went away. My husband died in April 2015 at the age of 72 from a stroke just like your dear husband. My life is so lonely without him. However, John got better. I hear footsteps walking, I love you my beautiful Angel and I CANNOT wait to see that beautiful smile again!!!! I'll never forget hearing those dreadful words and then having to come and take everything in me to explain to my babies they'll never see their father again!!! As the 23rd creeps closer, I feel myself not being able to be as strong as everyone has seen me be. He talked to me carefully, knowing I was broken. He had a stroke in the night. I miss him terribly. Take care. He was so disappointed but remained strong. Our families became one. I hope some of this pain goes away in the next few months. I feel like I'm suffocating slowly without him. Yes!! I cannot count them all. And tonight I'll fall asleep with you in my heart. My husband would have been turning 50 in September. Oh how we loved celebrating life together, enjoying one another's company, finding beauty in each other and things we treasured together. To all the widows that have written and shared their stories my heart breaks for you too. But I do try to keep my head to God and have faith that he will see us through!!! 16 days later my love was gone. Your comment struck a chord in my heart because your loss occurred five years to the day I lost my mom--my best friend. 3. He was so excited to be a grandfather, that every time I leave my now grandkids, I cry because I know what he is missing and it breaks my heart. Quotes to Reflect On Husband's Death Anniversary | Cake Blog My husband passed away July 8, 2016, from mini strokes that gave him dementia at 63 years old. I can honestly say that things do get better. Yes I am still angry at the senseless act of some one else, that caused the life to be taken from my husband & father! He was my everything. I pray to GOD that he will get me very soon so that I can be reunited with my husband again. Mostly for my 2 precious daughters. He never pulled through. Thanks for sharing your story & I will keep you all in my thoughts & prayers. We met when I was sixteen and were together our entire adult lives, 32 years. I want you to take away my fear. My husband that I love so much passed away 7 months ago. I hope he is with my beloved son who we lost to suicide thirteen years ago. He was Papa and always will be. I have given you my love, share it." He should still be sitting in his recline. People that I called my friends don't call, they don't know what to say. Kill yourself when you are depressed? God is not done with me yet. I feel him everywhere. He was my best friend. Kathy Murphy I pray for God to take me so I can be with him. I miss my husband so much. Our kids are all grown and they are all wonderful but the empty house when I come home at the end of the day is almost unbearable. Life just sucks. That provides some solace, but I am lonely and sad sometimes and just keep going. Functioning in everyday life is excruciating pain inside my soul, which also includes the continuing pain I deal with in my back. BUT I can't get over the emptiness or the loneliness I feel without him by my side. My love and prayers to you. I had to tell my story to deal with the memory of first day of his last week on earth. He was 53 years old. I even doubt if I was a good enough wife hadn't I taken good enough care. But I wanted to comment on the fact that I believe you can also get your husband's Social Security at retirement age it's something you may want to look into. When I read this writing I just wanted to share my story little bit. And he fought to the very end. Get out of here. It is so final and I have my faith. Every day I wish I could tell him how much I need him and miss him. I just recently lost my husband of 4 years. My first husband and I were married 26 years and had 3 sons together. I feel like I was given this huge book and when I picked it, it was full of stories, but now half through the rest of the pages are blank. I know this is an old post, but I found it, and I feel the same way. When I read this poem I could really relate and am very sorry that you and your son have to go through this as well. He had a stroke at work and a brain aneurism and he passed at the hospital. Our two kids, ages four and six, and I are in need of prayer, peace, and understanding. Share your final wishes, just in case. I sit alone now in the darkness of despair. This poem hits home that I miss him the most at night cause in the daytime our kids are with me and grandchildren keep me busy, but at night no one is here. He was my friend, lover, confidant, teacher. I keep trying to get my life together{ Other peoples words not my own}. He lost the battle and he's now resting with the Lord. I lost my husband almost a year ago to the date, June 23, 2019. No longer in our life to share, but in our hearts, you're always there. Most days I feel like I just want to be with him as it is next to impossible to push myself to move on. But having to part ways with you was heartbreaking. He went to sleep that night and never woke up. My heart is in so much pain. My husband of 43 years died in April 2018. He survived but died a year and half later as it opened up again, but before his last operation he gave me a letter to tell me how much he loved me and our children. She was so looking forward to that. I don't think I'll ever love anybody like I loved him!!! My heart aches so, but I have hope in knowing he is alive in heaven, waiting to see us again. He was 23. I know he would want me to go on living. They thought it was just acid reflux. in public. I Love You Johnny, our family is big and beautiful with 9 grand children. I cry all the time. I woke up to him saying he was in pain, he passes out, we get to the hospital. Thank you for allowing me to share. We all miss him so much. He is 38. My condolences to you and your family. This continues to be true. he replied, "I need to." He is such a lovely, caring, patient, giving and tender person. I lost my husband of 41 years December 27 th 2015. Raised my daughter, raised other children who needed me. I lost my husband of 36 years on February 18, 2017. I just want to say sorry for your loss. In that time, my daughter and I were waiting for him outside the immigration, but he never come out. I feel your pain and know how your heart is aching. By I've never gotten over her. I can't seem to leave the house except to go to the store when necessary. The doctor told me he was going to dive again and he would not recover. My husband died less than a month ago. I have never lived on my own. I cry every day and can't believe . Memories is what is left. With the age different we knew that he may not be here forever. He would have been 48 next month and was fit and healthy. 8) Missing my husband Has become my hobby These days he never Spends any time with me I try to kill time While he is at work, busy I want him to know That I miss him terribly 9) I don't just miss you When you are at office I miss you even when I want a sweet kiss I don't just miss you When I have nothing to do Of you I am reminded When I am blue I have been to groups and counseling but nothing eases the pain and loneliness. Yes, I have 4 older grown up children and grandchildren, but still I am alone. My husband was to be coming home the day after Thanksgiving. He knew who I was and that the mortgage needed paid. I will keep my husband always in my heart. We have a 21 year old daughter. I remember holding Paul's hand till he took his last breath. Sorry for your loss. My husband of 30 years passed away on December 20, 2015. Our son just turned 12, exactly five months from his death on the 13th of this month. I lost my wife 22 years ago. I lost my husband six months ago on a day like today and this this is exactly how I feel. I'm so heartbroken. But for whatever reason we had his birthday dinner the night before. We prospered and moved out of our house after 30 years of making memories for country living. I do still feel truly empty, lost, and I can't stop my tears in the public or with my friends. I hate to see you walk out that. I lost my fianc January 4,2014. He didn't smoke but worked with chemicals and not a very good work environment. And took you away from me. My husband passed away on June 5, 2018, from extensive non-small cell lung cancer. We fell in love and were married. My heart aches for you My eyes cry for you My senses long for you I, feel numb without you We experienced all of the for richer or for poorer, in sickness and in health before The only relief is knowing that every day I live is a day closer to being with him again. STOP! I feel so robbed. We had lost our first son 49 years before. My husband went to the hospital on February 24 with complaints of pains in his left shoulder. I love you, Gilbert, forever! I'll never be able to cope with this loss. I had 30 wonderful years with him. 24-hour care every day with Hospice nurses. Take care. I cry all the time, nights are worse for me. God wasn't calling me yet! I miss him a lot, more than anyone knows. I can't fix this. These missing mom quotes are a beautiful way to remember your mother and deal with the grief of her passing. His daughters have made this transition very hard, and I am thankful for my children. Tom is gone from my life. We laid down to take a nap, and when I woke he had passed. Poem About Being Lost Without Wife I was down tonight thinking of my wife who passed away in April 2011. You are just beginning this journey of healing. He had heart attack and 4 strokes. He was the love of my life. We were together for 13 years, married 3. I think he knew. I miss him so much. 2. My whole being aches; I am consumed with thoughts of our life. 30 Missing You Poems - Tell Him Or Her You Miss Them With A Poem I felt like screaming and could not believe what I heard. Our life together was still so full of promise and dreams of things to come. I know the grieving process is different for everyone, but I did not think this part would come back so strongly. I haven't worked in over 6 years so I could take care of him. Our youngest a girl turned 2, eight days after he was killed. For he is not gone . I cry almost every day. Know why you miss your husband It may sound silly at first glance, but there are many different reasons you may be missing your husband! He took care of me when I needed things, he took care of me when I was ill, then it was my turn to do in return for him. He was sitting in his chair and I knew it was bad. I was with him since I was 18 years old. The pain never goes away it just becomes more bearable with time. Like one who has had a limb removed, you constantly reach for the phantom lover. Even if no one acknowledges the anniversary of your husband, commemorate the death in your own unique and holy way. Cry not for me. Will the pain ever go away. I will love him forever more than I can explain. I held his hand and said "Let's make a pact right here right now that I will never lose you and you will never lose me". What example would I be giving them when they're growing up? I woke up, realizing he didn't come kiss me goodbye. So live your life, laugh again, enjoy yourself T Tamara Young Eulogy Quotes Motivational Quotes Inspirational Quotes Then the cancer came and took my best friend. I'm so heartbroken and devastated. We have 4 beautiful children and 4 beautiful grandchildren together. I, too, can't understand that he won't be coming to bed or coming home, ever again. I lost him thirteen years ago to suicide. I feel like you are the only one who can understand what Im going through. Poem About Being Lost Without Wife, Missing My Wife I've been with my boyfriend since I was 10 years old. It's says everything in my heart ..and more!! I am lucky if I can sleep for 5 hours a night, since that day 5 years ago! He will always be in my heart. I don't know how to do this. I too lost my fianc on 4/13/2017, so suddenly and tragically. It feels like he's been gone too long that it's time for him to come back to me. Featured Shared Story I lost my wife on February 4th, 2021 to cancer after 4-and-a-half-year battle in remission. I was 16 and he was 23. I feel totally lost, hurt and sad. It is exactly how I feel! I miss my love of 42 years so much. He passed one week after bringing him home. I prayed to God to give me the strength to get stronger to show them to pray and never give up hope. We had a good, solid marriage. We never were able to have children. I awoke to what I thought was him snoring but quickly realized something was horribly wrong. It went very fast through his organs, brain, bones, and bone marrow. He was 43 years old. When You Miss Your Husband's Presence in Your Life I could not have spent the last seven years with anyone better. Pin on Inspiration and comforting words - Pinterest This date was March 22, 2018. Published by Family Friend Poems May 2011 with permission of the author. He passed away July 1, 2006. I am so sorry for your loss. I pray he is with me and our 3 kids in spirit. A few days before he passed away, he smiled at us and that was when he had his last stroke and went into a vegetative state. I refused to believe what the doctors were saying. If I could change this law that could help just 1 person, it would be worth it. He had dementia and Alzheimer's. I am so lonely for him not anyone else. Our children needed him, I needed him, all we have is each other. For it desperately seeks. I cry constantly, and the pain is like someone just turned my stomach inside out and ripped my heart out. Even that doesn't sound strong or terrible enough to describe how I feel. Did you spell check your submission? Sad to say but it still hurts like it did the first few months. No!! I don't think you ever stop missing a loved one. Taking one day at a time, often with tears streaming down my face even when I am remembering good memories. I am a born again Christian, but l am in pain. We did it, we did it, we would say. I had a happy marriage to my best friend on purpose, and that may be the only control we had over this life. He then fell back on me into my arms, seizing as I held him. My dad died unexpectedly May 3; then Rod 5 weeks later. I function and get through the day, but I am sad to the bones. I am retired but am now forced to work again at 64. The minute I received the call at work from his work I just knew in my heart that I would never see him again. I don't know how I'm going to go on without him. I Miss You Poems Thinking of You Poems When someone you love has left you there is a feeling of missing a part of yourself. Trying to keep busy. I never left him one night while he was there. The last few weeks he was in such pain, which he hid from me. I was 36 with a 7-year-old. I am sorry for the loss of your husband. The only thing that is keeping me going right now is thinking about how lucky I was to have him in my life and for that I will always be grateful. In a strange way I am glad he died before me because I would never want to put him through this kind of Hell. We got him to the hospital and the ammonia in his brain was almost 3x the normal. Carol, He told me he was ready and he knew the way, that's when I told him it's ok now you can go. I am so sorry for your loss. I lost my husband on May 6, 2018. Then at around 7:30 p.m. he was ready to go home. We had a business together that we worked at every day together. I lost my husband five months ago. It goes something like, "How can it be that the only depth and breadth of vast eternity can fill the void left by a human heart?" Geraldine, please tell me, has it gotten better after this time? I've lived. I am lost without him. Fool me. One foot in front of the other & try to smile! I was touched by each poem and story. I still miss him more than ever. I hope not. We kept our spouses' memories alive and celebrated everything with their families also. I feel for you, and reading all these posts helps me see I am not the only one who is going out of my mind. I had 2 days to come up with $2,000 before they even started his services. He passed away in my arms in our home, exactly where he wanted to pass. A man can no longer expect to be the breadwinner, and come home to a set table with a five course dinner and his pipe prepared next to his easy chair. Living without him seems so unbearable. My daughter is getting married this year, and now she will have to do it without her father. Eventually we ended up in the hospital. Every day is hard for me. Thank you for the poem! That morning he told me he was going to visit his dad at the hospital as his dad's health is deteriorating. I lost my husband on February 1st, 2017. I feel that the more you loved and were loved in return, the worse the grief. I Miss What We Had Poem, How It Used To Be Missing someone is a strange feeling. He was kind spoken. When people tell me "I'm sorry for your loss", he is not lost. I need to talk about my husband with someone who listens without judgement of how much I miss him. I feel I will never get over this. It's so hard. Made me feel mad, angry but sad and empty. These have been almost my exact words when talking about the loss of my husband. I will pray for you. They tell me to be strong for the children, which I do. We would have celebrated are 20 year wedding day Jan. 25. We had a beautiful wedding. I am devastated also. I am so very sorry for your losses. I just have to know if I will survive. She was into family history research and was able to go back to 19 generations. NO, I AM NOT OKAY." To my immediate right 40 feet away, my husband laid face down not moving his legs crushedhe died instantly. 12 yearsI can only imagine the pain and hurt. Ang Amy, I was like you. I am a 55-year-old woman from the Windsor area. I still feel the pain and the heartache. He was different! Everyone thinks I am doing great as I have friends, involved in church and activities, and helping others, but in actuality, I am doing worse than I was a year ago. I am completely lost without him, but knowing I will be reunited with him when God calls me home to be with him for eternity gives me some solace. Common Mistakes: the word "i" should be capitalized, "u" is not a word, and "im" is spelled "I'm" or "I am". I don't know what else to say.I just want him back so much! I am always thinking about you. I am depressed, in shock, and do not want to believe that my love has gone, and it's getting worse and worse. He was 49. I have three and they are so young. I also wish that others may not experience this. We miss you every second of every day. I had to keep living for our sons, but inside part of me died with my husband. We were very close, and I still can't believe I'll never see his sweet smile, hold his hand, or enjoy his since of humor! I hurt beyond hurt, my heart is so heavy. He was my rock, soul, and best friend. for I no longer exist there. I'm so sorry for your loss. This lemonade stand is closed. My wonderful husband died one month and two days ago. Well with Covid 19 lurking about, I decided to bring my husband home sooner. I began to pack up his things and next thing I knew a bed with rails came squeaking down the hall! I say this saying and this is how I feel. If we weren't on our bikes we would ride the bus or light rail. The emptiness I feel consumes me and as the days go by it gets harder and harder to go on. The only thing that gives me a little comfort is when people reach out to give me a hug or when they are willing to listen to me when I need to talk or cry. Breathe. We were only 17 & 18 respectively when we married. Missing You Top 500 Poem 317 By Kathy Murphy Published by Family Friend Poems May 2011 with permission of the Author. As most of you have said no one, absolutely no one understands the pain I or any of us feel Empty, that's my life now, can't talk about him just thinking about him hurts and bring the pain and tears. I just want to be with him but I'm too afraid to kill myself because I'm afraid I'll go to hell and never be able to be with him again. I have heard there is no grief that is the same. Life became too much for him and he couldn't cope. He would have been 72 years old in August of this year. On January 21, 2019, I awoke to my husband breathing very rapidly. I think of her every day. Exactly how so many feel! I was told that he most likely died from a blood clot. He is with me always as he'd promised me faithfully he would be. I feel for you. He was my whole world. Not once but twice. I lost my husband 602 days ago. I lost my husband at 47. Sending many prayers your way. The pain of losing a loved one is very personal. Sometimes I wonder if a person really gets over the missing of a loved one. Our two children who need me to make them feel safe are the only thing that keep me going every day, but there's still a huge piece of me that I feel like I'll never get back. People don't really understand the bond between a husband and wife. He lingered 11 days on life support. Her response was you need to talk to the director in the morning. People expect me to be happy and I try to put on a mask but the moment I am alone the mask comes off and cry and talk to him. We are raising three of our grandchildren. Now I'm lost. So she came home for 3 weeks of home hospice for which we did 24/7 as she never would sleep but maybe 2 hours a day. But there are days that I feel so lost and alone. He had a very short battle. For a husband, a father. I was 59. I miss him so much, Can't fall asleep, night are the worst. I watched him get sicker and it was the hardest thing I ever had to do was to let him go. Do NOT submit poems here, instead go to the. It's not the same anymore. I really miss my husband and his presence. He was very active. .. love is eternal. He uses them to help pull himself up to get into comfortable positions! I am reading these messages today because we lost a dear friend to cancer, and he has left behind a wife and young son. I'm ready to join him. It is a sad and lonely way to live, but I don't know what else to do. It was his heart. The loneliness and emptiness are just overwhelming.

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